Serenata
Serenata What brilliance the night had to spare, it spared for you, stars and streetlights making you unfairly beautiful for someone who was accidentally pouring the rest of a Heineken into an innocent bush. Whatever, I don’t need any more of it, you said. Well, I don’t need much of anything. If I had a tin of olives and maybe a shaker of salt, I imagine I could live forever. I imagine you could. I imagine that could be enough, and maybe you have already made it enough, I imagine you have meted out each grain for each day, learned how to live salt to salt, and olive to olive. But aren’t you tired of asking always for little and receiving even less? Aren’t you sick of only ever singing to this half moon and your glass bottle, both white and empty and wanting? I want to sing to fullness, to light, to heart-crossing and rug-cutting, to the sound that bottle could make if you blow sweet across it. Don’t you want to dance? You could wade in the grass with me, green water and the white heads of dandelions promising that anything could come true with just a little breath, just a little music. Turn up the rhythm. Turn up the blues. Quit cutting your losses and ask for more than you ought to, more than a tin and a shaker. I wanted to know what you would do if you lived instead for desire. You turned your face to the sky. I don’t know. Then you opened your mouth and started to sing.
a.k. barak is a poet from the southeastern United States. Their work can be found in coalitionworks, Exist Otherwise, Oakland Arts Review, and elsewhere.